First time feeling become so weak. My second cry on this year......

I hate this feeling. Every time, Everyday, every moment, every hungry day, every stomach full day is you help me and help me made my stomach full every. Why Why Why!!!!!!!!!!!!you want say something break my heart. I know my home condition is not good. Wanna become poor family but I has a heart to earn back that money when I grow up. You are my aunt lucky not my friend. If not you can't at Kajang anymore. I know you are rich but you can't said my father and can't said something step my father. I hate you now. If you are my friend I must beat you and kill you none any hesitation. I will remember all this {最重要是有钱，没有钱就diam diam。 {每次跟那些有钱朋友好像狗将。] I will not except you apologize anymore. You are no brain people , speak out the word no pass to your brain. If one day I become rich man I will not respect you 100% I only will respect you 20% now and forever. You are suck !!!!!

I hate you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Made me feel disappointed. Made me every time see you uncomfortable. Made me see you no mood anytime. Made me cry when see you every time Now.

Now no reason can excuse you anymore. Your talking had needle. Made me heart sick. Now you offend me and my family this become our history so you are fire in my life. I will not eat your free food everyday, every time , every moment.

We are not poor , we only use money need see clearly.

The life is me, I like help people and do big brother. I not you, you not me. We are same country different thinking and different heart people. You like do dark people I don't mind but you cannot block me!

Your important people in my heart will less one member. That is you!

Thank you ....

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Lucky and Shy.

Dictionary explain to us the word "luck" is success or something good that happens as a result chance, good fortune. It was fun yesterday. I am asked my friend. When we are very lucky each day, can meet each other at outside. Then I also had think yesterday. If we meet each day......then we will say to each other hi or do nothing and just let it be ....act like don't know each other. But I hate it. Because I am a friendly people. I am always meet friend at outside, I also will big call them. It was fun. When I lucky each day meet her don shy and don like zombie okay already. The Chinese word "yun" is imponderable thing. We did any thing also need that word. However, this word also a bad word. So it is all your heart and thinking. See how you think in your mine. I am has a good brain i can think properly I doing what now.

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Be careful all kind of hesitation problem.

Ya. I am need to write out this problem. My father tough me just now. He is tough me need to stop exercise now. Because my little finger hand problem. But i think this also is true. Because we are going for exam. We have 65 day for the exam. If we unlucky each day and when the day is us to play basketball time, then suddenly get inject or broken leg or hand problem. Unfortunately we can't take the PMR exam later.

We have to be careful now. Please remember it. We can wait until after PMR for do our hobby or work. But now is focus, exam time.

So, I think i finish this Sunday competition I will keep in touch the ball and focus for revision all of the PMR subject.

Thank you...night Sam..

I hope.........non hesitation for do it.if I can

When I was small, my parents are worried about me. But until now also will very worried us. If I is a grandfather, my worried will be the end of the world. The environment are not good at all. Human is clever animal, we don't our mine will increase how much knowledge to make something to destroy our environment. Many type of problem destroy our environment, it have Land pollution, air pollution, water pollution, sound pollution......... I hope when I grow up, I can built an Environmental kids club to our grandchildren. The club are nice, no any hesitation can relax there. This is my hope. Somebody must think me is a crazy men or dreaming man. But I not an evil devil, I want seen my grandchildren when I was almost dying.

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My life can't count..........promise need remember

Sometime need be careful when you promise any thing to people. Because when you forget what you promise about then you suddenly speak out or done it, the feeling will not good inside your heart. Today I don't feel is a nice day, because nothing happen. My dinner was funny just now. I ate 20 chicken. It was funny. The chicken are small like bird, but can't eat so many. Because it was cute and I need keep fit.

Furthermore, my brother and I went to Cyber Caffe. The game 'Dota' come out new hero. I was used that hero, it was nice I killed other hero many time. haha. thats all.....

Promise 1st ....

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Nice food...Today

Today was a nice day. Because I was sleep for 18 hour. When I finish my training, hold body feel tired so suddenly sleep. Actually I can't sleep, because chat with a girl call "Far Far En". She too late replied my massage so I sleep like pig. Never mind I 12.00am also chat with her again. Chat with this girl I can do my work also because every time she replied massage like tortoise. Ya.....today my dinner was nice. My family and I went for steam boot restaurant. It was nice but I only feel two thing can make me feel special. The picture is the food "SHui Jiao" and Lemon tea. I ate the "shui Jiao" 20 biji.....OMG ......need keep fit already.....later no pretty girl come from me. So ok night.

Thank you. LIfe

Well.................I know my English are not good. But I have dare to write it out to share with my friend. Right! Today i want talk about "Dare" it is some feeling will make you do what you actually cannot do then it will be done. Dare is a magical thing. Where can buy dare? If who know please tell me, I want it. Dare it can help us for overcome the problem. Dare it can give me strength and power for join the basketball competition. Even the player are tall than me 6cm I also nothing to scare. Dare I love you. Dare can you come inside my body every time and every moment.

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What I done today

Today I not been successful. Because I only do 5 thing for help myself improve my knowledge. I bought a Chinese book from Puan Kong this morning. I was very interesting I can read the Chinese book until half page. The Chinese book have many writer because the book is come from YU HUA school and writer is student. The Chinese book essay was very good I hope it can help to improve my Chinese writing.

I today not only read the Chinese book, I also have read Bahasa Malaysia essay book and English essay book. In the picture the 3 book is my friend today. I read them until I come out so much emotion.....Example I will cry when i read Chinese book. When I read English essay I learn more special word. That means I was happy today.

I also cook this egg at night when I come back from tuition. It funny, My sister want the egg of cover she don't the egg of eaten. Then I cook it for during my one hour study time.

ok.............I guess every people and every take examination for now must so hardworking and do revision every night. Yeah I same with them but I only can study 2 hour at night because I morning need wake up at 6.00am. So today of my life can describe uncomfortable.

My Friend.

Inside the picture all is my friend. I am very lucky can be friend with them. They are funny and playful. But sometime that make a lot of thing. The thing is when that was make it somebody will be angry or will be fight. But this thing is have gone already. Sometime I will care my friend feeling because they thinking is not like me. Friendship is a second problem. Because it can help us. We were listen before "if you in house need family help." Then at outside who help? friend help......"you at outside need friend help' this is true.

But sometime I was very sad if thinking about another way of my friend. That feeling is yours cannot imagine. Sometime I wanted to change them but I can't do it. It is so hard!!! Is ok ....When i ask my family they tell me is "ok". They tell me, if you use your heart to help them and use your brain for thinking before you do it. is "ok". Because they don't listen me never mind. If the day come to them, they suddenly will remember me. So I today write this is not want all the friend respect me or say my friend stupid or whatever. But I hope my friend can remember. We are friend always can help each other and don forget we can have a lot friend in the world. Mother and Father only has one but friend is uncountable.

Thank you.

New blog ......go put something at here make my heart be comfortable.

Hi.......every one .....I am real name is Foo Chee Sum. But you can call me Sam. I start to write blog when I was boring and no body can chat with me. Actually had a lot of friend can chat with me but I don't know they talk about what>.<

So I need start using this blog. I like to talk about Life, Future, Hobby and studying. Talk about my life 1st, me is a middle family not so poor and not so rich. My house education are not good, so I know about this. When I was 7 year old I every time went to my big aunt house. My aunt are like my mother, I love her so much and forever. She always teach me 'HOW TO DO HUMAN' and teach me a lot of education. I was a lucky man in my family members, because I try so much thing. But my brother and sister are unlucky, they attitube are not good because of my mother. But I cannot scold my mother because she give everything free for me.When grow up I must change them, I cannot give them like my mother. Because my mother was a very hot temple and Stingy. She do anything don't have thinking. She scolding us are very bad, she use the noun of word are very bad and empty moral. However, I know what i do now is ok. Fortunately, my father are good, he work very hard but earn empty. Why he earn empty of money? Because he is very easy trust a people, even his boss. So he always call me study hard don't like him, he want my future became pretty and beautiful. He want me be a success man. I will study very hard at the movement. Finally my life are move now, I don't it will be peaceful or inteligent. Good night today .home I have a sweet dream^^